Neither your words nor your thoughts affects me.
And then when you actually start to live your life after going through hell, you find people who say, " That girl is heartless, oh look her mother is dead and she seems to act as if nothing has happened" "it seems that she was bounded and now she has got the freedom to enjoy, she appears to be so happy" "it is such a shame that even though she lost her mother and she looks to be happy", "maybe her mother never loved her or maybe she was not cared enough by her mother". I don't want to show anyone of you how much broken I am because I don't want any sympathy from anyone . People who actually know me know, know what I have been through and I don't think it's necessary to show everyone my wet pillows, endless tears, the frustation, the sleepless nights and many more because I know no one can ever realize the pain I am going through and your words,"stay strong" won't help me. You don't have to tell me